Things were quiet and slow today. Since I'm still feeling sick I stayed in my room and painted all day today. Didn't even watch the superbowl. However, I almost got 5 slayers painted up.

Been trying hard not to lose hope and faith. It's an uphill battle. No word yet from any job I applied for, not that I expected one on the weekend. The hardest part is that every hour I can hear the train roll through town and I wonder, even doubt, if I'll ever be working in that field. Patience has never been one of my strongest virtues. Truth be told I have no hope or plan for anything else. Maybe the game store idea but that's a longshot at best. I considered school again, maybe a technical institute. But, I don't know.

Still feel like a ship drifting on the sea.