So first off, in regards to my previous post, I am eating my words. My wife nailed me with an amazing surprise party a few days before my birthday. All my friends were there, it was awesome. Thanks darlin, you showed me a thing or two about my annoying, persistant cynacism.
Second, those who quote scripture to me to make a point just drive me up the wall. Scripture has been so misused by people and taken out of context, that it has lost its potence. Bear in mind that the words of Christ himself still hold tremendous power. So, if you really want to influence, shame or otherwise humble me, I'd advise you to draw from Him, a practice that has been neglected way too many times in this atheistic and self centered age.
Finally, I am boiling with frustration and stress over school. I feel so overwelmed with everything that I just want to drop out this semester. I wish I could leave and come back when things aren't so crazy with home life. Sadly, my wife would never understand and she would take it personally if I did. She would think that I quit because I didn't think she could handle things at home. Granted, when my kids post inappropriate things on Facebook I get concerned. So, I just dont know what to do. If I left school now, I'd have to get a job, which automatically makes it very unlikely that I'll come back and finish. It also means that IF I get a job it will be doing crappy work for crappy pay.
Well, my choice is pretty clear, I'm gonna stay. But, I have to find a way to deal with this stress, and to just ignore the dramafest at home.
