Divine Expections

I find it ridiculous that a government agency can have such high expectations from someone and yet not return the favor with leniency and mercy. Just goes to show that institutions of man are doomed to fall. Didn't Christ himself come into this world to abolish law and bring mercy?

We are not going to Yosemite this weekend for my dads memorial. I am deeply wounded and in a state of misery.

When will God in heaven save us from this madness?

Controlled explosion

Well, I lost it and called my therapist every name in the book this week. He provoked me into a confrontation. To my credit, he started the fight and actually used the first swear words. I remained calm while he insulted me, my family, and my religion. Finally, I lost it when he said, and I quote, "you probably weren't even an honest cop". Now, I've been called every name in the book by much better men then him. But, to call my honor in question is too much. Fortunately, I didn't hit him.

I know this will fair poorly for the CPS case. In fact, it's probably what those heartless bastards have been hoping for. But, I don't care anymore. It's obvious that politeness and respect will get you nowhere with them.