I take the leash that was leading me.

A good year..  that is what 2014 will go down as for me.

I see the future with new, hopeful eyes.  My nostrils are clean.  I feel strong again.

I look backwards with sadness and pain.  That so much of my life was spent following a false creator, when the very truth of my existence was around me all the time.  To hear the wind in the trees, to feel the strength in the rocks, to see Grandmother Moon smiling down from above me, and overflowing with the joy that Mother Earth loves and accepts me.

All of these things I have known and felt all along.  But, I ignored them because I was brainwashed with a directed belief in the God of Israel and his so called glory.

I know now that he is a false creator that is neither omnipotent or omniscient.  The vine that his seed had grown only produces bitter fruit, full of lies and hatred.

Even as a small child I walked in the forests and fields surrounded by buzzing insects, the dark green places, I heard her voice calling to me on the wind.  Giving me comfort, acceptance, and joy.  I never felt those things in the sterile walls of the church.  I was a golden child in the cathedrals of the forests, and a ghost in the halls of the churchmen.

How certain am I of this?  Here is the truth that I will share with you.

A true creator would not ask for worship, he would only ask for your love.

Worship is in the realm of the egoist and the demagogue

Love in the in the realm of the divine.

You cannot worship a being and truly love them at the same time.

Worship is borne only out of fear.

Fear is the tool of the false creator.

I choose love.

I take the leash that was leading me, and I choose a path of freedom and love.