My posts are getting worse I know. When I write in this journal I have always spoke what was on my heart at the time. Right now my heart is tired and I feel like I am under siege.
I continue to wonder what we have done to deserve this level of grief. Perhaps it is as my wife puts it, deserve has nothing to do with it.
At the root, I think, is the feeling of who do you trust.
Who do you trust?
