Still homesick.... really homesick! This morning I laid on my bed and daydreamed about being in Siskiyou county again. I yearn to smell the mountain air again. And I sorely miss all my friends. You'd think that with all the moving I did in my life I'd be used to adapting to new places. I guess my soul yearns to call a place home again. 8 years in Mordor, then 2 years back on my mountain, now I'm here. If I could only find a happy medium with a place i can be happy in and make a good living like my family needs and deserves.